missing you again.

The thought of being with you is enough to make my world spin.
You belong in my life and I can no longer let you deny that I belong in yours.
I miss your sweet lips, brushing against my temples.
Your body pulling me closer into your masculine embrace.
Your protective arms always allowing me to release and let go of all my fears and frustrations.
I miss the pulsating beat of your heart underneath my hand.
I miss the entanglement of our legs.
The silk of my skin cloaking your body... claiming you.
I miss the sweet silence of our co-existence, peacefully sleeping with one another.
I miss waking up to your beautiful angelic face.
Your tousled hair... and that gorgeous sleep induced presence.
I miss secretly kissing you before I leave.
There is nothing more to it -- I just miss you.

can you hear me?

This miserable existence.
Does it have to penetrate my heart so deep?
This perpetual emptiness.
Will there ever be an end to this crushing heartache?
The weight of a million boulders constantly compressed on my chest.
This mental anguish incessantly wondering if the weight will ever be lifted.
Perhaps someday.
Until then, I suffer knowing my cries are left unanswered.

you are my lullaby

i miss you m.a.a.
i wish you were here.
i miss sleeping on your chest,
feeling your soft skin,
inhaling your sweet smell.
i miss your calloused hands enveloping me.
the rise and fall of your chest...
the lullaby of you sleeping...