Today, it's a beautiful sunny winter day.
Yet, the sun's warmth is unable to comfort me.
My heart is filled with too much dark despair.
Outside, the winter day glistens with hope and sunshine, beckoning me to come.
Inside, my soul crumbles to volcanic ash.
There is no saving me today.
I am shackled to my pain and grief.
Inescapable even when I try .
My heart sinks at the thought of losing myself inside this prison.
