the Oriental daisy

The crosswalks in Madrid make chirping sounds like birds. 

The sirens in Paris remind me of the Bourne Identity movies.

So many people look my way. 

But all I want is you. 

I want someone magical in my life. 

No one compares to you. 

It’s a bit frustrating. 

Why is it that only you hold my heart? 

Why do men feel so strong about me but never vice versa? 

Why do I always find men who are smitten—who are so surprised to have met me, but that I’m never surprised to have met them? 

Why do all the really good ones escape me? 

I can’t wait to go back home. 

It never felt so good to go back—just to see someone so beautiful and wonderful as him.

I pray you love me too. 

I pray you are the moon and the sun to my earth.

I wish I could marry you...

Barcelona

Flying to Barcelona right now. I miss you more than anything right now. Will you please hold me? I’d do anything to have you near right now. It’s so miserable being so far apart from you. More and more, I begin to realize how much I need you in my life. I’m willing to do whatever I can to stay close to you. My heart aches right now at the thought of you. My body longs for your touch and only your touch. My eyes need to see your face. My hands want to stroke your body. My lips need to kiss your lips. I need the smell of your presence. I need the sincerity of your eyes gazing into mine. Are you thinking of me these days that I am away? Are you wondering where I am and how I am doing? Something inside of me stirs constantly for you. I don’t know why. I don’t understand it. But it is there. And I cannot escape it. It’s been 5 years now. And everyday, I feel more and more drawn to you. Sometimes I hate feeling the way I do for you. Maybe because it scares me—it scares me that I could care for someone so much. That I could love you this much. I feel so much pain right now. My strength is a shallow pool—all I want is you. I wish you were here to play with me. To tease me and get rough with me and be silly and gross with me. I wish we could listen to music together and watch movies and read together. So much of me is you. I hope one day you will realize this. I miss your laughter and your beautiful smile. I hope I see you soon.

romeo's Petals

My heart skips a beat at the thought of you. 
My eyes fill with tears when I imagine your smile. 
My mind wanders aimlessly hoping that you’re thinking of me too.
I miss your beautiful presence. 
Your caressing voice, your deadly touch, the roughness of your hands, the silk of your body. 
I miss you sleeping by my side. 
I miss our lectures, our story time. 
I miss our evening walks and taking care of you. 
I wish you were here to hold my hand. 
To stroke my cheek and caress my hair. 
I envy the person who steals you away. 
My heart is filled with pain at the thought of you missing from my life. 
Please don’t go. 
Please never leave. 
 Words will never be able to explain the depth of love and feeling I have for you. 
Only my heart can feel this pain—I am miserable without you by my side.