I don’t want to drown in your confusion. Don’t take me with you. You smile and I melt. But leave me be. Your world is not ready for mine. My heart is here. You're mind is still wandering. I know what I want. You are still exploring. Don’t pull me into your current. The waves are compelling—you make them that way. But fast and steady, you are dangerous for me. My limbs can only swim against you for so long. Please don’t ever try to be something more. It’s too painful... You take more than you are willing to give. I cannot sustain such a relationship. So while you figure yourself out, I will be living my life. I will always be your friend. I will always lend a helping hand and a listening ear. But no more can I give you anything else because I cannot trust my own intentions. I cannot trust myself alone with you. Your eyes are mesmerizing. Your touch too powerful. Your lips so plush. Your manliness, so strong. Your mind so beautiful. I can’t help but want more. Your words so comforting. Please distance yourself and let it be. I don’t know your true intentions. But whatever they be, it’s ok. I am woman enough to let things go unspoken. No regrets. Smile and kiss me goodbye. Hold my hand one last time. I will always be your friend. Sadly that is all. Thank you for all the sweet, sweet memories. I will cherish them always. I wish things were different. But you are too selfish to ever learn to love. I’m too willing to make things work when you are too distant. I will always love you—if even from a distance.
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