you are my Venice

I love the way you smile at me. The way you care. I love the way you stroke my body and caress my skin. Every move you make puts a smile on my face. I love showering with you. Living with you. Watching movies, going on walks and hikes. I love wrestling with you and making love with you. I love how you laugh. How you make your shakes and eat twizzlers. I love how you are always learning and that you don’t know many words. I love when you blow your nose and use shampoo for body soap. I love your need for speed. But also how careful you are. I love the way you cut fruit—you make it so simple. I love how innocent your true self can be and your aggressive tough during sex. I love all of your imperfections. Stroking your body. Running my hands through your silk hair. I love when you work and build things because you are so confident. I love watching you at concerts and listening to music with you. Your presence is contagious and addictive. I love when you smash my face into the crevice of your chest. How you freely talk about poo with me and are gassy with me. I love how playful we can be—so silly but also serious. I love how quiet you are and so reserved. I love your love for your mother. I care for you so much. I want you to be happy above all—with or without me. I love the strength you give me. 

I wish we were going on this journey together. A journey it will be. I wish we could explore ourselves together. Please don’t forget about me. I love the way you call me “girl” and joke about my PF. They way you look at me. The way you smell—sometimes of man, sometimes of flower. The clean and dirty combination. Your love for new music and tool. Your fascination with life, the body and mind. I love when our lives work in harmony. I love how sincere you are. How cool you can be. How beautiful you are. I love when you misunderstand. I hate when you get bored. I love how honest you are. When you are ready…will you love me? Will you always be a part of my life? Will there always be something there? Someday life will come for the both of us. I wonder what it holds in store. I hope you find something you love to do. I hope you find yourself. I want you to have a journey as well. It’s more than a trip. It’s finding out who you are. How strong can you be. It’s about building your mind and body. I want nothing but happiness for the people I love. I hope the rest of my life is a positive experience. I hope you are always a part of it.