So f-ing confused. Where are the answers? Don't you ever hear me begging on my knees, surrounded by a pool of tears?? Why can't you hear me cry for help? Wy do you torture me like this? Why? Why?
What did I do to deserve this? Why are you punishing me? Why do you make me so sick? Why? Won't you ever be there for me? I'm so lost; so lonely; so confused. My body and soul is empty. I can't take it anymore. I need to see the light at the end of the tunnel but I'm still wearing blindfolds and it's pitch black. Please, I beg of you-show me mercy. Give me peace of mind. Lead me, guide me. Show me the way. Teach me and I will follow. I can't do it by myself. I'm just not that strong. I just keep faltering. I need you. Please. Please, G. I beg of you. Hear me, listen to my prayers. I need answers. And only you can provide them. Please, please don't leave me here to suffer by myself any longer. I'm not sure how much more I can take.
