Why not

My mind swims with thoughts--of how you could betray me, how you could so willingly hurt me so. 
My eyes pour with tears over your lies-over these fantasies you sold me. 
My wrists bleed from the pain you've caused my heart. 
I am suffocating in the memories--your sweet words that you used to whisper in my ear, your warming touch as you used to embrace me and caress my skin. 
You've broken me--I am down on my knees begging for mercy from this wretched pain you've so eloquently inflicted upon me.
The cold rain pours on my back, but the chilling wet drops are more comforting than your absence. 
You left me behind--when all I wanted was to stay with you. 
You deserted me.
Two became one and now I am the one-alone. 
How could you do this?
How could you shatter my world just like that?
How could you be so heartless?
How could you let me fall in love with you--let me believe in your fairytale stories and then snatch them away without notice?
How could you torture someone, me, like this?
Was there ever any truth to your words?
I sacrificed so much.
I gave my all. Yet it still wasn't enough.
WHY?
Why am I so wrong for you?
Why don't you love me?
Why can't we be together?
Why isn't love enough?