it sinks deep inside me, filtering through my blood stream.
I feel the pulse of my heartache crawling up my chest and
rising up through my neck, over my lungs, up my mouth.
The pressure bearing down on me, squeezing the life out of me.
It is unbearable.
So many woes. So many worries.
So many tragedies and disappointments.
So much heartache and pain.
So much bad luck and trying times.
Will there ever be a day when the sun will shine?
Every day, every momment, every thought or energy--
it feels like I am dragging barbed wire across my skin, letting
the steel puncture my white delicate flesh as
pools of blood envelope, the physical pain makes you scream out in agony
but your face shows nothing more than a wince and a plea for mercy--
a plea to be pardoned from this torture.
A plea to escape the house of hell.
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