Monday, April 12, 2010

Goodbye spell


I will let you go knowing you'll never come back, but I will be strong.  
I'll hold my head high and will stay on track.  
My thoughts of you will forever be bittersweet. 
The painful yet beautiful memories of our time together - permanently etched into my mind.  
I will wish you well and wipe away my tears.  
I will let you go -- and I will move on.  
It hurts knowing you'll never look back.  
But I can only embrace this heartache you have caused.  
It will, I pray, make me stronger, more independent and less reliant on men like you.  
It will teach me to love myself when you so clearly can't.  
I am not happy that you are leaving me, that you insist on moving on without me.  
I resent that you are so deceptive, and that I fell under your spell.  
But I am thankful that you coached me...if only to prepare me for the future. 
I will let you go -- because I have no other choice.  
I will watch you close that door and I will weep uncontrollably.  
But by tomorrow, I pray I will smile...with this heavy weight lifted off my chest...
....and I will once again breathe.  
So please, let me let you go.

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